To quit, or not to quit

I've been struggling lately with my current place of employment. I've gone from a team and a place that was "mine" and I ran everything for that area. Recently there's been changes and moves - mostly for the better. However I'm not in a place where I have my own everything and work with one person as my assistant but we do t have a space that is ours. We share space that our co-workers have as "theirs". This change is 100% better for me and where I want to be, but as summer is rapidly coming to a close and so is this new position. 

I left a space with a team that barely functioned. There was massive age gaps, no respect and health issues out your wazoo. But at least I had a space. After leaving, I'm now with a partner whom I fiction well with, we actually make a really good team and the things were doing are monumental for out participants. But I've been getting snapped on an frustration from my director and supervisor. 

After the most recent incident, where my director told me she thinks I have self estem issues, I decided I as going to search for another place of employment. I have it amazing good where I am, but this issues are putting over the edge. 

A position that I could also apply for at my "just for fun job" aplead to me, and I have the credentials to fill the position. Thebperovlembis , with this job it's all about who you know.  I've only told a few people about my decision to apply. If I'm successful in obtaining this new position, I'll have to give up my first job which I'm more than happy doing. 

....or so I thought. In all these changes I have talked with my supervisor as much as we have in the past. Leaving me I satisfied and feeling neglected and out of loop. Today we spent 4 hours o our own time taking about work and personal things over dinner and within the Center. My supervisor is an amazing person and this chance to reconnect has left me feeling horrible about my plan to leave in September. 

But can I really let one person, on a good day, after a good heartfelt conversation change my mind? 

Or did I do all this planning out of spit and anger over a childish response. 

Should be interesting next few months. Someone's not goin to be happy me. Again. 

Sigh.